"... Admit it, quit it and forget it...."

Some people think, when you open the door to a certain sin, and then overcome it, that you are completely free from that sin. Well, i guess that's possible for a selective few.


But, it's been my experienced, even after not having any activity with a certain sin that this flesh rears up every once in a while. Does that mean I'm still controlled by my sinful desires? NOPE! It only means I have opened myself up to a temptation, which resulted in me training my flesh to like and... in some cases, to desire or become addictive to a specific sin. So when I retrain my flesh to stop participating and enjoying certain pleasures, like sex, in particular homosexuality, my flesh will from time to time crave what I have rejected. Why? Because the flesh, the sin that I have opened myself to, will crave to do what is contrary to what is right (Romans 7:14-25).

That is why I have to beat my flesh into submission in order to do what's right (1 Corinthians 9:27). In other words, just say NO!


JUST BECAUSE I DESIRE SOMETHING, DOESN'T MAKE IT WHO I AM, OR MAKE IT RIGHT. The nature, or the desire of sin still equals to sin. So just say no. As Jesse Duplantis once said, "... admit it, quit it and forget it." That's right. Say no and move on.

This Is Senseless

Dag! That one string. When you had the privilege to share your story with a woman who is living the homosexual lifestyle. She was opened to having discussions, and you were anticipating those opportunities. But, only to later receive word that her life has come to an end. No words man. No words. 

Just motivation why we got to get these films right, and the Church needs to reach down deep inside of themselves and decide what is more important here. Lord Father give us the  strength to do this right. And vindicate so many who have been overlooked, stepped over and just left to carry too much by themselves. Open the Church's eyes and heart Father. This is senseless. Plain senseless. This is not Your way. It isn't! 

Our Story Coming To Film

4 women. 4 films. 4 Christ. https://youtu.be/-Z3UkABxWFM. Stay tune for more details coming soon.   

Toya Black

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Fallen Into Place

The pieces are fallen into place. New music. New film. New book. And another new product line. God is good, when you are faithful.

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An upcoming music documentary that will tie back into the life I once lived (homosexuality). The 3 films above are music documentaries surrounding new music written by Felicia Crawford, who also once lived as a lesbian, and myself, expressing our struggles to live the homosexual lifestyle, and our battle to have a relationship with Christ. Following these 3 music documentaries is the finale featured film that will tell the full story from beginning to end - featuring music from George Williams, Michelle De (me), Felicia Crawford and other artists.



I've Been Racking My Brain

I've been racking my brain ever since this sister and I had this conversation yesterday. Trying desperately to remember the many events and conversations we had shared. Simply to remember her.

2 years I shared with this woman, and it is obvious in the manner which she spoke, and the details she shared, we were close. The time we spent together meant a lot to her because she recalled so much. I could hear the disappointment and confusion in her voice when she admitted she couldn't understand why we stopped communicating. I just dropped off the face of the earth with no explanation or good-bye. A pattern I would follow for many years to come after our friendship. And here she is sitting in my home, sharing my stories, joyful stories of my past that I can't recollect.

A little over 18 years ago, this woman and I played a significant role in each others' lives, and I'm upset because I only can draw upon one blurry memory. Then in my frustration I hear this gentle voice in the distance that caution me to not focus so much on our past, but be attentive to the reason God has brought us back together in the present and in our future. I get that.

Within hours since our conversation, which lasted over 2 hours, I have reached back out to my dear sister and apologized for how I wronged her, and my failure for messing up obviously what could have been a timeless great friendship. It was reassuring to me that she accepted my apology and reassured me she NOW understands. She has closure. Something I don't know if I will ever have because too many years have been lost to lost memories.

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An Individual Struggles With Committing Sexual Sin Against A Child - My Reaction....

I've seen the power behind allowing people to speak openly and honestly about their struggles. One individual comes to me each time the individual struggles with committing sexual sin against a child. I could easily refuse to listen and reject this person since I was a victim of sexual abuse myself. But, over the years, I often wonder if the man who sexual abused me had at least one mature person he could be transparent with, could that have spared me the years of pain, as well as other girls he later victimized?


The way I look at it, if I sincerely allow myself to listen to the sincere pleas for support by this individual, I have helped to prevent one, maybe several little boys or girls from becoming a victim.


Are we listening with the intent to help people to heal? Or, are our actions or reactions creating an atmosphere where more of our children will continue to be abused?


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Felicia's Story - "Not right now Lord. I'm too busy having fun...."

"Not right now Lord. I'm too busy having fun," is what Felicia said to God, when he was calling her to leave the life she was living and return to him. At the time, Felicia was enjoying the homosexual lifestyle she was living. Although, she had admitted, she felt empty inside. She was angry with the results life had dealt her. She was tired of waiting on God to answer her prayers as she desired. And to a degree, the life which she chose to live, was meeting some of her needs.... Primarily, sexually.

But, at some point, the fun she was having, ran its course. It took the lost of her brother, her mother and one of her favorite aunts, before Felicia would come face to face with her reality, and her fate, if she continued the path she was living. Felicia had finally reached the end of herself and took a detour that would forever change her life.

Based on a true story, a documentary produced by Route 2 Films - coming soon. Executive Producers, Deaidre Newby and Felicia Crawford.

To listen to this entire video post, visit my YouTube page at https://youtu.be/UlWLg2YhO0E.

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