Fallen Into Place

The pieces are fallen into place. New music. New film. New book. And another new product line. God is good, when you are faithful.

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An upcoming music documentary that will tie back into the life I once lived (homosexuality). The 3 films above are music documentaries surrounding new music written by Felicia Crawford, who also once lived as a lesbian, and myself, expressing our struggles to live the homosexual lifestyle, and our battle to have a relationship with Christ. Following these 3 music documentaries is the finale featured film that will tell the full story from beginning to end - featuring music from George Williams, Michelle De (me), Felicia Crawford and other artists.



I've Been Racking My Brain

I've been racking my brain ever since this sister and I had this conversation yesterday. Trying desperately to remember the many events and conversations we had shared. Simply to remember her.

2 years I shared with this woman, and it is obvious in the manner which she spoke, and the details she shared, we were close. The time we spent together meant a lot to her because she recalled so much. I could hear the disappointment and confusion in her voice when she admitted she couldn't understand why we stopped communicating. I just dropped off the face of the earth with no explanation or good-bye. A pattern I would follow for many years to come after our friendship. And here she is sitting in my home, sharing my stories, joyful stories of my past that I can't recollect.

A little over 18 years ago, this woman and I played a significant role in each others' lives, and I'm upset because I only can draw upon one blurry memory. Then in my frustration I hear this gentle voice in the distance that caution me to not focus so much on our past, but be attentive to the reason God has brought us back together in the present and in our future. I get that.

Within hours since our conversation, which lasted over 2 hours, I have reached back out to my dear sister and apologized for how I wronged her, and my failure for messing up obviously what could have been a timeless great friendship. It was reassuring to me that she accepted my apology and reassured me she NOW understands. She has closure. Something I don't know if I will ever have because too many years have been lost to lost memories.

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An Individual Struggles With Committing Sexual Sin Against A Child - My Reaction....

I've seen the power behind allowing people to speak openly and honestly about their struggles. One individual comes to me each time the individual struggles with committing sexual sin against a child. I could easily refuse to listen and reject this person since I was a victim of sexual abuse myself. But, over the years, I often wonder if the man who sexual abused me had at least one mature person he could be transparent with, could that have spared me the years of pain, as well as other girls he later victimized?


The way I look at it, if I sincerely allow myself to listen to the sincere pleas for support by this individual, I have helped to prevent one, maybe several little boys or girls from becoming a victim.


Are we listening with the intent to help people to heal? Or, are our actions or reactions creating an atmosphere where more of our children will continue to be abused?


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Felicia's Story - "Not right now Lord. I'm too busy having fun...."

"Not right now Lord. I'm too busy having fun," is what Felicia said to God, when he was calling her to leave the life she was living and return to him. At the time, Felicia was enjoying the homosexual lifestyle she was living. Although, she had admitted, she felt empty inside. She was angry with the results life had dealt her. She was tired of waiting on God to answer her prayers as she desired. And to a degree, the life which she chose to live, was meeting some of her needs.... Primarily, sexually.

But, at some point, the fun she was having, ran its course. It took the lost of her brother, her mother and one of her favorite aunts, before Felicia would come face to face with her reality, and her fate, if she continued the path she was living. Felicia had finally reached the end of herself and took a detour that would forever change her life.

Based on a true story, a documentary produced by Route 2 Films - coming soon. Executive Producers, Deaidre Newby and Felicia Crawford.

To listen to this entire video post, visit my YouTube page at https://youtu.be/UlWLg2YhO0E.

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The Best 6:00 A.M. Wake Up Call

The best 6:00 a.m. wake up call.


Imagine lying in your bed asleep. Suddenly, in your right ear, you hear, “come, I need you to

New book; second edition

write.” So I shuffle a few feet down the hallway to my home office.


Still in my sleepy state, I inquired, “where do you want me to start Lord?” Then I heard the whispers of the words, "chapter 2," in the foreground.


In my haze, I opened my document and looked at the title of chapter 2, that was already there. I felt in my spirit that the title was incomplete. So I listened in stillness for a minute. It took a minute, but at some point, I added a new subtitle to the chapter. Then I prayed again, and suddenly, there was a burst of energy that filled me up.


When I was done, I just sat there and marveled over the words that I had just written.


GLORY BE TO GOD.


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Draw A Line In The Sand, But Never Choose A Side

When I write, I never want to write without God. I have not written a single word in my new book in about 3 weeks. As soon as I noticed I was depending on my own natural abilities, I packed my notes up and walked away. It wasn't worth writing, if I reached a place where I was doing it in my own will-power, without God's guidance and presence.

This morning, I was awakened out of my sleep around 3 a.m. Just lying there, in my thoughts of Him. At some point, I started to think about the content of my new book. The weightiness of the subject matter and all the complexities that comes with it. The risks that I am taking by writing on such a subject matter, due to the political intensity concerning such matter.

For me, this book will draw the sand in the line that I cannot totter back and forth with. Most Christians have a one-sided view on the matter with very little or no sensitivity to the human nature. A lack of tolerance and love. While the LGBT community don't want to own up to the accountability of their own sinful actions, by tapering their sin with such ideologies as I was born this way.

And God has smacked little old me, right in the middle of this mess, and instructs me to draw a line in the sand, and to never choose a side. Speak from His heart. Teach His ways. Display His love, grace and mercy. But trample down on everything, on both sides of the line that is not of Him.

That's a lot to carry. Writing this book has made it clearer to me, what it must have been like for Christ, during the hours when he was beaten, skin ripped apart, flesh pierced in order to be hung on a cross. To spend the last hours of his life in unbelievable pain for the sake of imperfect, self-centered, selfish people like me, like you. He risks it all. Gave up everything, just so we will have an opportunity to gain any and everything.

I'm ready to write. I feel His presence.

You Don't Have To Do It Alone

When I got to my office this morning, the first thing I pulled out was my new song, COME HOME. The song I wrote for the LGBT community. I just wanted to reflect on the emotions in the lyrics. To feel the life that was breathed into it – the story behind each line.

I can remember the internal battles I had between my flesh, and my inner spirit. I remember the many days I spent, trying to convince myself, this is the way I am. In reality, I was trying to avoid the true source behind how I ended up where I was. My lifestyle choice, was a cover up, my medicine for the source of my real hidden pains.

Come Home written by Michelle De aka Deaidre Newby

This song honestly reflects my struggles, right before I finally allow God to rescue me. Before collapsing into His arms.

 

Michelle De

The struggle that is reflected in this song, COME HOME, I know for a fact, many of you, who are still in the lifestyle are having that same struggle RIGHT NOW – AT THIS VERY MOMENT. I am all too familiar with your silent struggles. The secrets you keep hidden. The tears. The anger you have and holding against God. The rage that is burning within. Your struggle with endurance. I know it all too well. But, the sad part about the struggle is, you are doing it alone.

But, it doesn’t have to be. You don’t have to keep doing this alone.

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