I'm Not

Stop trying to make me in something I'm not!
Because it appears I'm available on the spot.
Cuz I'm not.

My life involves more than you, you and you.
Yes, it's true
I do live a life that appears to be invain
no 9 to 5
no place to go
no place to be
but you see,
things are not always what they appear to be.

I work just as hard as you,
trying to build my dreams too.
I have passions, ambition, goals, and aspirations that involves beyond these four walls,
walls that appear to all of sudden closing in on me,
preventing me
to grow, to explore, to be in the know and making me feel that I’m sufferin.

It’s you, you and you that have painted the existing label on me as if my life is limited by your own stamp of approval.
I don’t need dictations, solicitations, or written manuals to guide me through,
a checklist of things that I’m ordered to do.

If it is a list you want to create,
then drown me in a barrel of lust of things that will elevate,
my mind, wipe away my fears or life of shame,
but don’t add to my game
or try to hold up me from my claim to fame
because I am not to blame.

For wanting more than limited options, that can be placed on a label,
because I’m full of possibilities that has enable,
me to blossom as a flower, to shine at the top of my hour,
that can create greater glory for my rising power.

So stop trying to make me into something I’m not
Because I appear to be accessible to you, you and you on the spot,
Cuz I’m not!

I’m my own woman, who wants to be uplifted to my queenly throne,
not to some unknown.
So lift up your finger and don’t assume that I feel it’s fair.
There is more to my life than you appear to care.

Take note,
There are other passions within me,
Can you not see?
Or is it that you don’t want it to be,
for me to be free,
To be busy as a bee.
To do me.
You see!

There is more to me than you, you and you are willing to see
But I no longer ask but I demand
Stop limiting me
Trying to enslave me to domestic way of doing
As the slave master back in the day
But there is no way
I can give in today

Or settle for less
Because I know I’m the best
At whatever this mind decides to enterprise
So if you want to continue to entertain my rise
You must realize!
Cuz I’m aiming to fly
So high that I can touch the sky
So don’t stop my ride
Cuz you want me to be your personal guide

So stop trying to make me something I’m not
Because it appears I’m available on the spot
Cuz I’m not!